November 30, 2010 5:08 AM PST
Im thinkin about you, and praying for you!..... I have been there, and the things I remember most is when its over it wasnt as bad as I thought, and the smile from someone I love that I would not be seeing... God is the answer!........ He is always there, and always will be!.... When you feel you cant take anymore.. Just ask God! ... Somepeople dont because they dont know how, I didnt!.....So Just say "God, you know the things in my life even better than I do, You know that I'm at the end of my rope and cant take anymore, I want you to take over and change my life the way it needs to be changed not the way I want it changed but the way you want it!.. and give me the courage to follow where you tell me to go!".... After my dad passed away this was my daily, request of God!... With out God I could not have dealt with it!... He brough me the most understanding, caring, wonderful friend anyone could ever ask for!.....We are just friends but both of our lives are changed, forever...He is my angel and I am his.. God is good... all the time!
